In Too Deep

Friday, June 26, 2009

See, this is the problem I have with blogging. I have all these thoughts and musings in my head but when I try to put it down in black and white, all of the ideas fly away like butterflies in search of a field of flowers. I have this theory that my thoughts are too good for me which is why when I try to own it and get my name stamped on it, it flies away. Goodbye, deep and profound thoughts. Maybe when my brain has leveled up, you'd come back and enlighten me again.

In the meantime, let's all be content with the kasabawan that my brain is capable of handling.

1) I miss Diliman. I'm not talking about the superficial, 'aww, Diliman', gushing type of miss. I mean the really-itching-for-a-UPD-fix-or-else-I'm-gonna-die type of miss. Makati feels like... a bubble. I feel as if I'm trapped in a world filled with people who all have better things to do than where they are at that particular moment. It all still feels surreal for me. The fact that I'm from the free grounds of UP and my probinsyana nature has probably taken its toll on me. I will get used to it, though. It is not that hard. I hope.

2) Law school is... for lack of a better, more accurate term, INTENSE. I'm a sleepyhead. All the people who know me know that I follow a strict sleeping requirement of six to eight hours. Now, I get lucky if I get to sleep for five. Twenty four hours is just not enough for me anymore. I need more time. Being in school has not only given me sleepless nights and dark and deep eyebags, it has also made room for pimples on my face. Yes, folks, it is high time that Jay-Ar Natal and his monster pimple see me in this state of pimplyness. The bright side of it all is that in the span of two weeks (intro to law week and first week of regular classes) I lost 3 kilograms. Three! Wanna lose weight? Go to law school! It's the surefire way to drop all the unnecessary fat.

3) If there is one thing that is keeping the stress away, it would be... Uh, yeah. What was that again? I seem to be having selective amnesia right now. Maybe when I will myself to remember, I will remember what it is and write about it. Or maybe when it's time to write about it, it will all just come back to me and hit me in the face.

For now, I'm just feeling A-Okay. And I think that's the most important thing.